omg..i cant believe ive forgotten all about my livejournal!the last time i wrote in here, it was about prom and that was FOREVER away!

anyway i dont know wholl read this, but writing this is just comforting even if no one does read it. so summer has been fun.i feel like its really gone by fast tho.but i  have a lot more to look forward to as the end of summer rolls around.


anyways the real reason im writing is because ive been thinking alot lately and im doing  it again...that thing i do with guys where i lead them on and then like change my feelings toward them and dont wanna see them again.it sucks.i thought id gotten over that!i mean theres this guy who ive liked for a pretty long time and now that hes actually noticing me and stuff, i feel like i cant stand to be around him and pretend that i still like him.anyways i havent seen him in awhile and im gonna see him tomorrow.ill see how that turns out.hopefulle ill like him again!!!!

but yea i was just lookin at my friends on facebook and i came across this one guy's profile and i was just lookin thru it cus i was bored and partly cus i feel bad for doing "that thing" to him.and he had one picture where hes with his nephew and the caption was like "i cant wait til im a father"!!!and i know thats cheesy but i mean i wish i hadnt screwed things up with him and i just remembered all the fun times we had and how we could talk for hours and ...i dont know.i just dont wanna miss out on anything that could be amazing because i have commitment issues....ughhhh i hate my life.


its like i think i know what i want and then i fuck it up and then i think about it later on and feel sad cus i didnt give a chance.it suks.but im trying.....

so we're not going out of town this weekend cus of my dad's work and his having to go out of town all the time now.so no wedding.and no getting crunk....poo



but yeah ugh we had a half day today and it was fun cus we went to IHOP but i was so tired!and now i just woke up from a 4hour nap and i feel gross.

but yeah omg i havent told u guys about my new friend shannon!ok well at the beginning of this semester, she moved her and got put in my gym class so me and lindsey became friends with her and we asked her where she was from and guess what she said???shes from memphis!well shes from Horn Lake!but yea i think she might go visit during spring break too and so we shoudl all hangout with her cus shes cool!and i told we would all roll with her and itd be amazing!!!!haha so yeah i want u guys to meet her cus shes awesome!

so thats my story about shannon!oh yeah shes gonna visit for her prom and im thinking i want to go to the houston prom!but u guys would have to go too!but yea it turns out that the prom here is for seniors only and u can only go if ur date is a senior!so id rather go to the houston prom.,...but i dont know yet cus id need a date and shit.and i dont know.









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so now it turns out i am going to corpus christi tomorrow!see what i mean???my parents keep changing their mind about everything!its frustrating!

so hows it going you guys???


yeahh my life is pretty boring right now.i need a job so bad but alas im lazy and shit.but yea i think im gonna get to go to memphis for spring break!yay!haha well i dont know for sure yet cus my parents keep changing their mind and i keep getting caught for shit so that doesnt help at all.but yeah im gettin worried cus they havent bought the plane tickets yet and i just dont want them to like change their minds at the last minute.cus they always do that.and its annoying.

but yea school is gay again.it was alright for a while but now it sucks.except we have a halfday tomorrow cus theyre gonna have the academic decathlon at our school!so woot!


uhh i guess thats it.my life is lame.sorry


but yeah sorry breanna and all the rest of u guys that i talked to today.i was shopping so i couldnt really talk.plus there was some random chinese lady staring at me cus i was being loud so it was weird.and awkward.

damn dude i cant believe how hot it is here.all of a sudden it was like 80 degrees outside!


so im excited about this weekend.cus my cousin's cousin is gonna get married in corpus christi and we're gonna go.and get crunk!and its gonna be pretty great.haha.yeahhhhhhh.

hey you wanna hear a great story?here goes:


ok so once upon a time in a faraway place called katy, TX, there was a school named cinco ranch which was having its annual sadie hawkins dance!so everything was going good until one girl told her mom that there was going to be people there who would be drinking and this girl's mom called the school and told them!so the school decided to monitor its students better and make everyone take a breather test. and the cinco ranch sadie hawkins dance was ruined.

the end!

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